femme fatale.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

ok. its past midnight. im supposed tO be studying. however, it jus difficult when ur mind is overwhelmed by innundating thoughts. im jus upset. thankfully, this time round, im upset over SMTHNG. not ur usual, im-upsetcuzidontseeapurposetomylife. and well, its pertaining to my ac life. a lil blast frm the past, yeah?! well, my time spent in that school created some rather indelible memories. very strong contradictory feelings. i had some of my best moments and worst periods of my life in that sch. best moments cuz i met wonderful people that wld always remain special to me and had proved to be true in all my ups and downs, in tears, sweat and joy and undeniably certain events that made my hellride much more smoother with pillars of emotional support.. Perhaps, ive always thot, the terrible moments( which is an understatement considering the fact i'd actually suffered frm depression (not many ppl knew of this) and nightmares) had resulted due to the fact that i had been a lil lost, a very confused sense of direction of who i actually was. however, no doubt it had made me a much stronger person. if i heard learnt anything frm that experience, is to be strong, cuz if ure not gonna stand up for urself..ive got news for u...no one is going to. i learnt not to be meek and embody an object of vulnerability but to hit back. and man, ill hit hard this time. just try saying anything that crosses my mood, this time round, and i swear; I SWEAR, u would regret. u will. the nine mths that we spent away frm the whole concept of sch, away frm norms and mores that others set for us had infact done me helluva good. id matured hell much frm such an experience. basically, right now, i know who i am. wad i want. although i may not always know where im going, i believe ive got one good head on my shoulders.
Hence, if some superficial asshole of a bastard thinks he wanna toy with my life one more time, its gonna burn so bad that he wishes he rather be in hell.

harshi
and so her story is told@ 9:14 AM

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the Femme

+ and thus, she is named +
+ Age +
0
+ from +
lil red dot on the globe
+ craving for.. +
ice cream and cake
+ hates +
nymphomaniac bitches
+ wishlist +
1.) colored cellphone
2.) new makeup
3.) vacation

Sometimes I love you, sometimes i hate you, but everything i do, is only to get tangled up in you

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Angels from HELL

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My angel
My angel is as perfect as heaven
She is as fiesty as hell
but she is from neither
more precious than any diamond gold and silver
she is weaned by Mother Earth tender

My angel's the colour of sand
With rings of locks that cascade
Frames her lovely smile with which
My heart she takes
Her face as beautiful as dawn
Habours the innocence of a doe-eyed fawn
Big dark eyes that implore
She moves like autumn leaves in fall

My angel's needs no halo
When from inside she glows
The sweetest thing is what she is
Words cant express the way i feel
When you think of her
You think of rainbows
She ignites your soul from deep below

My angel
My past, My future
My ups, My downs
My smiles, My frowns
My all, My everything
When i think of love
I think of you

Thank you- harshini..